What do I do to ignore them behind me? Do I follow my instincts blindly? Do I hide my pride from these bad dreams? And give into sad thoughts that are maddening? Do I sit here and try to stand it? Or do I try to catch em red handed? Do I trust some and get fooled by phoniness? Or do I trust nobody and live in loneliness? Because I cant hold when I'm stretched so thin I make the right moves but I'm lost within I put on my daily facade but then I just end up getting hurt again, by myself
Myself! I ask why But in my mind I find I can't rely on myself Myself! I ask why But in my mind I find I can't rely on myself
I can't look around It's too much to take in I can't hold back When I'm stretched so thin I can't slow down Watching everything spin I can't look back Starting over again
If I turn my back I'm defenseless And to go blindly seems senseless If I hide my pride and let it all go on, then they'll Take from me til everything is gone If I let them go I'll be outdone But if I try to catch em I'll be outrun If I'm killed by the questions like a cancer Then I'll be buried in the silence of the answer, by myself
Myself! I ask why But in my mind I find I can't rely on myself Myself! I ask why But in my mind I find I can't rely on myself
I can't look around It's too much to take in I can't hold back When I'm stretched so thin I can't slow down Watching everything spin I can't look back Starting over again
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Know! I can't tell you how to make it, Go! No matter what I do, how hard I, Try! I can't seem to convince myself, Why! I'm stuck on the outside Don't you
Know! I can't tell you how to make it, Go! No matter what I do, how hard I, Try! I can't seem to convince myself, Why! I'm stuck on the outside Don't you
Know! I can't tell you how to make it, Go! No matter what I do, how hard I, Try! I can't seem to convince myself, Why! I'm stuck on the outside Don't you
Know! I can't tell you how to make it, Go! No matter what I do, how hard I, Try! I can't seem to convince myself, Why! I'm stuck on the outside Dont't you
Know! I can't tell you how to make it, Go! No matter what I do, how hard I, Try! I can't seem to convince myself, Why! I'm stuck on the outside Don't you
Know! I can't tell you how to make it, Go! No matter what I do, how hard I, Try! I can't seem to convince myself, Why! I'm stuck on the outside
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