Zen Brain lyrics

i'm going from strange to stranger
every year
it's going from strange to stranger
every year
i take it back
you're panicking
i take it back
i just don't know
i really thought i wanted to go
but when you're close
you look through me just like a ghost
i like sleeping
i'm only safe when i'm dreaming
i need a new heart
this one's hollow always scheming
you wait for summer
and then you wait for winter
but there's a total lack of splendor
zen brain
throw away your crushes
all your childhood crutches away
super brain
never scared of nothing
violence or loving my way